Wednesday, September 8, 2010

corporate genius

Blocked.
Blocked.
Adult Content.
Blocked.

Adobe Clean Script, in the same breath as donkey cock.
Client Repro files deemed as satanic ritual porn.
Coreldraw Update wearing the same NOTHING as the school children.

Block the people that spend 5 minutes, so i can spend 4 hours to get a brief....

but all i have to do
is compile a list
and email it
get the url
forward
they will review
they will grant clearance
then i can get the "girl dancing in club" -
not the "girl raped by a club"
which in corporate genius hive mind
is on equal terms.

rule for the day....
go to the nastiest most revulsive site
every 5 minutes.
they want a report on the sites people access
by all means.
istockphoto = icockphoto
gettyimages = slettyimages

the world we live in
police state
communism
if the goverment removes one of your liberties
they can remove all
and will

"searching"
blocked.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

shampoo

It feels like a receding head covered in shampoo
And everyday
I splash some water on it
But the more i do
The more it drips into my eyes
Burning.
i can close my eyes like the rest.
Or i can
Drown my head forever.
No shampoo
No sound
Nothing.

robin williams

I force myself everyday
too gladly join the ranks of the saddest
loneliest people in the world.

I take medicine to join

The ranks of people that masturbate in internet chatrooms

I look in the mirror and wonder when i’m real

Like watching a serious robin williams movie.

Which character is the real robin williams

He all ways looks and sounds like a irish alcoholic that lost his wife

And found heroin

Is that the real one?

I claw and kick and scream to join the ranks of the loneliest people in the world

For whom sex is broken

into 2 parts.

“help me do it”

Or

“watch me do it”

i ask to join the ranks

of the saddest

loneliest people in the world.

I wash and brush myself

Into uniform

I sleep and eat

Into sanity

i drive and stand

from point a

to point a

i pretend pray

that i can join their ranks

to put another day behind me

and smile at another day wasted

i celebrate another year in the mits

i worship with them

i try

all i want to be is as sad and lonely as the world around me

that i can enjoy everyday

tonite i drink sleep from a glass

and tomorrow i swallow a

prescribed

beautiful

sunrise

i want to join the ranks

of the saddest loneliest people in the world

because i want to be normal.

So i can look in the mirror

And be robin williams.

For another day.

And another

And another....